A Storm

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my boyfriend beat me up my face is a mess i cant see i stumble but i don't protest when i'm broke i just take the punches and smile at the little girl inside feeling something wrong try harder to see i tried to be your own but someone else is with me lost in hidden landscapes so far away i'm fucking crazy i'm fucking crazy i don't know how to behave in company i will fuck this guy just in case he likes me i talk to people nobody sees we can have a good time if we have money feeling something wrong try harder to see i tried to be your own but someone else is with me lost in hidden landscapes so far away i'm fucking crazy i'm fucking crazy
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you're standing here alone thinking about what could have been the things you didn't do the lies that sound obscene you think of all the boys and girls that passed you by and left you here naked on the floor without a sigh if you mean this you'd better split you tried to live a desperately romantic life you fell in love with whores just to feel something hard the note you left read "i don't mind" when you woke up in the hospital you knew you'd be back if you mean this you'd better split
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you think of love you think of fhim a lost and lonely feeling you met him oh every night you liked his hands on your thighs can anybody feel this? he took you down with both eyes closed took you to his dream place you soon met his friends with both hands tied and felt their breath on your neck can anybody feel this? when i met you i took you home and washed the blood off your skin cooked hot pumpkin soup and dressed you up in silk put you in my bed then you hugged me twice i bit my lip when you fell asleep i broke down
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you came home late the night of your birthday drunk and alone with cuts and bruises on your arms
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() 01:24
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last night i dreamt of Amanda we were friends and we were sad we liked each other and we talked all night now i feel like i know her last night i dreamt of my grandma she'd found out i take drugs she said it was bad i said i would quit now i feel like i meant it
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I wish I was a whale living in the ocean and you would be there too following me around we would have kids down there in the sea they woud grow up big seafood is so healthy i know this ain't gonna last forever girl i wish you were a siren and i would be just me we would live at your dad's and you'd breathe air for me i would love your scales and you'd like my feet hot sex underwater and big white sharks to beat i know this ain't gonna last forever girl i wish i was your friend and you would like me too we would drink wine at night under the sky dark blue we would wake up close on saint valentines day i would send you white roses and you would feel ok i know this ain't gonna last forever girl
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i wake up at five in your bed you tell me you don't want no water i go to the bathroom and take another shower it will take more than soap to wash these stains away it's hard to fill your gigantic arms you hug and hug but never feel no warmth oh i am so thin and i am so sick and sad you can only try to make me feel alive for a while
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Liver 03:24
your mother tells you how she tried to kill herself when your dad took you and your brother to the south without her she says "i hated him and missed you two oh so much i found myself so desperate i put a knife across my chest" you call her up to make up for lost time and you can hear her sigh as she tells you how she felt when she tried to kill herself
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() 01:47
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July 14 01:51
you kept on staring at me tonight as i played my favourite songs i thought at some point you'd watch in another direction but you wouldn't even do that you're the one who makes me feel the only one i could hit in the face with a smile on my lips you're the one who makes me feel
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Tempestade 03:13
I'm not pure and i'm not selfless i don't have funny stories to tell i can't write but i can sing out of key until the morning i am a storm not the kind you could walk through without getting drenched without you're not a wall that i can't climb you're someone that i could like i am a storm not the kind you could walk through without getting drenched without
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() 00:59
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there's a carpet on the floor where you lie can't hear you breathe or snore you look so white maybe it's the drinks we had or the cigarettes you smoked the bruises on your sides or the pills that made you choke i fell for you when i heard you say "i'd like to leave quite soon" your face was serious and i liked the way you owned the room i liked your age you were so young and you didn't pay attention to any word i said to anything i said we were high and needed action you kissed me and led me home we kept on drinking and you took off my clothes we made love and dozed off when i woke up your eyes were sore your lips were dry and you looked bored i lit a cig and drank more wine as you tried to hear your heart i didn't pay attention --- --- another wasted night spent drinking wine no kicks no kisses no comfort no bliss another wated night and you try to move on yeah you try to move on

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released April 1, 2004

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